why me?

lately I've been feeling very very lonely. No body has really talked to me except for that &@$# head Jordan. One of my friends got a boyfriend (who is very nice to me... when it's just me and him talking) and now she is spending time with him at recess and lunch. Not that i exactly mind, they're a very cute couple (i wonder how long this will last. the last one lasted about four months i think, I'm not exactly sure exact dates though). they look good together, he is more gentle around her, they are just a very good couple. I want to hang out with some of the boys (not at all romantically) but if you even sit near a person of the oppisite gender for more than 3 days at a time, you will be accused of liking that person. Now, normally, that wouldn't bother me in the slightest but i do kinda have a miniscule thing for nate (who i have mentioned before) but that is probibally because he was there for me when i needed it. i had a little thing for horus after he was assigned into my group when we did the ropes corse (but it was me that was there for him when he was terrified out of his mind). that completely diminshed within two-three weeks so maybe this thing with nate will too (did i mention before that nate has a girlfriend? or that I got my last boyfriend to dump his girlfriend, yeah i'm that persuiesive) but who knows. 

Did you hear in the season finale of CSI:NEW YORK that Flack's girlfriend was killed??? it was very tramutic! anyway, i have a reading assignment due tomorrow and also, a math EOGT (End Of Grade Test, state requirement for north carolina. it sucks.) and the rest of my class did it today (took the test that is) and a bunch of people didn't finish before lunch, i'm kinda nervorous about it but it's whatever. ttyl! 

P.S. to jordan the 3&@$# head, FireBunny? (the story on that, that is his nickname for his gmail account. Very MANLY you 3&@$# head!)