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sorry it's been so long, i have so much damn homework. this blog is being kept away from my class mates (and parents) so i will admit this to the internet, if i don't get a boyfriend soon, i don't think i will be able to stay here. i would like to go out with either of two of the boys in my class in particular and wouldn't mind going out with three of the others (might i add that that leaves 1 boy in my class, and he is already going out with one of the girls in my class). I just don't think that i will be able to take it. last night i called my mother and almost said "i want to come home" and i don't want to leave but it might all become too much for me, i only just turned 15. i honestly didn't think that it would be so hard to be without my parents. so if for some reason you who are reading this is one of the boys in my class, i need to be loved, kissed at very least, and i will be alright. i like my class and my life but i don't think that i will be able to live like this for much longer.