Sunday, March 15, 2009

day 2

i'm the kind of person who always has to compete. I need to be the absolute #1 at everything. 
And now today i am admitting that i totally and completely suck at something and that something is soccer. I joined my school soccer team because i wanted to get more excersize. And I assure you that the cute guy who i kinda have a crush on (who just happens to be on the soccer team)  is just a bonus. Anyway, I am the worst player on the team. I can bearly dribble without loosing the ball completly. when we devide our team into two teams, my team usually loses. yeah i'm that bad. and now i'm not aloud to quit because my parents won't allow it. 
It just sucks to be 14 you know? I just want to be grown up already. I don't want to have to obay my parents rules. I want to be an adult now! I want to be able to make my own decisitions! I want to get serious with a boyfrined and not just go to the movies then go home. I want to go out to dinner just the two of us. I want to buy the food that I want to eat insted of the foods that my parents buy. Well that will never happen. Well I mean I will grow up eventually but i just want to grow up now! 
Well after this quite long and somewhat stupid rant. I will shut up. Now, after discontinuing this i will say goodbye. So goodbye! haha ^_^     

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